So cute! But this is what internship is doing to me. HAHA.
My supervisor kept laughing at how I snack after lunch but I call it dessert. hehehe. And he showed me a picture of a fat lady saying that it'll be my inspiration then he went, "I hope you get there soon". HAHA.
To sum up internship, I have awesome supervisors so (Y)
I hope my smile can distract you I hope my fists can fight for two So it never has to show And you’ll never know
I hope my love can blind you I hope my arms can bind you So you’ll never have to see What we’ve grown to be
Sometimes you just don't want to try anymore Sometimes you're just too tired. Sometimes you just can't be bothered anymore. Sometimes you just give up hope.
Sometimes you feel so helpless, you want something to work so badly but it takes two hands to clap. Sometimes you feel that you want to talk about something so badly but you're not allowed to make noise. Sometimes you feel like you do too much. Sometimes you feel like you've lost the ability to expect and to stand up for yourself.
Sometimes you wished someone understood. Sometimes you feel like an idiot putting yourself through these. Sometimes you just want to be treated the same way you were treated before. Sometimes you fall and you just want to, give up.
Sometimes I just want to lie in bed and try to sleep, and run away.
We had this creative award thing within the department today so after work we went to the pool room in SPH. We didn't play pool proper so it was a self invented game but it was so fun and cute!
They were telling me that if I don't get 10 points, I will fail my internship. HAHA. And my supervisor's boss thought I was 14. HAHA. They're damn funny people and I was talking to my supervisor about soccer, he's a gunner fan. lol.
Anyway, tmr's a Friday and I'm meeting my classmates and hello usual sleeping habits! hehehe.
I could feel something different for the first time. Heaven made sense and all the words rhymed. No chance of stopping now, I'm taking it all.
Internship made me 3kg heavier after 3 days. :( And I'm having Rochor beancurd and egg tarts now hehehe. I'm so tired from work I don't keep track of time anymore. HAHA. It's the 3rd again tmr!
Anyway, work's been alright, just not used to working life and the long hours but I have awesome colleagues so it's awesome. SPH is really not as scary as we thought. hahaha. Awesome breakfast and lunch buddies too, the SP SPH people. hahaha.
And I kinda miss school, the foodcourts(esp 4 and 3 where all the cheenamats are hehehe), the eyecandies, the classes, the lecturers, the everything! :(
